Friday, May 24, 2013

Photographer : Pieter Hugo

Today's Shoot That Thursday is a very special one. Thanks to Ali, the blogger behind Style StreetStalker, I found a marvellous photographer. His name  is Pieter Hugo and he is from South Africa. Why am I telling you where he is from ? Simply because his main subject is Africa and  as an African himself I think seeing his vision of the continent really worth it. But I can't hide you that my choice to introduce him to you is also because I  have african roots and it was impossible for me not to be touched by his pictures.  Hence the reason why the format of today's post will be different, a mix between my own story and what I saw in Pieter Hugo's pictures.



I am French, this for sure, but I also have cameroonian blood running through my veins. Even if for a long time I denied my african origins they definitely are a part of me. I was born in Douala, Cameroon and left it when I was 3. I came back there around 8 and lived there until I was 12. Though I spent most of my life in France, it would be a lie to say that I wasn't influenced by my living in Africa. My father spent something like 30 years roaming Central Africa for his work, during all that time he built up a pretty huge collection of masks, statuettes, jewelry and even traditional clothing. So be it in France or in Cameroon I've always been surrounded by Africa and its legends. Each time my father would acquire an object, he would look for where it was from, to which ethnic group it belonged, its function and the story behind it. And once he knew, he would tell my brother and I about what he found. He even wrote the stories for us to read and remember. I think it was his way to tell us that we shouldn't be ashamed of our roots, that Africa also has a beautiful History other than the colonial one. Knowing the stories behind each mask or statuette was like reading a History or fairy tale book but it was also like a treasure hunt, because in Subsaharian Africa unfortunately, there is no written evidences before the coming of the settlers and especially the missionaries. The culture being oral to look for informations you have to talk to the elders and if like in my mother's family nobody is interested in History, well, you will know nothing. That is why I remember my father looking for elders belonging to my mother's ethnic group to get the more accurate informations possible.
In case you were wondering where Cameroon is :



So what's the link between my personal story and the photographer Pieter Hugo ? I believe it's my love for traditions and History in Africa. Pieter went to Ghana, Nigeria and Rwanda and each time his pictures of the places he went to really captivated me. The way he is depicting Africa in his pictures is different from what I have seen so far that is why I am deeply moved by his work. It certainly has to do with his being african, indeed as such his vision, in my opinion, differs from a photographer coming from another part of the world. Though in his photographs you can see what Africa is usually labelled for (poverty and war), I don't feel he is doing it in a way to stigmatize the continent, on the contrary. Each serie of pictures is accompanied by a text written by him or another writer explaining us his approach, his perception of what he saw and above all the most important part according to me, the point of view of the locals. Although I said I was moved by his pictures I believe that I wouldn't have fully understood what they meant if I didn't read the texts accompanying them. Shoot That Thursday mission is to put words on pictures but in the case of Pieter Hugo, his writing is needed because sincerely the knowledge we have about Africa is very superficial. My father often says that there is no Africa but Africas to significate the numerous realities existing in one country of this continent. To give you an example, the inhabitants of Cameroon from the point of view of an outsider are all Cameroonians which explains why sometimes I get asked if I know how to speak cameroonian. But if you come to my country you will hear english, french, pidgin english, and something like 200 dialects which means that you have 200 different ethnic groups only in Cameroon, so asking me if I speak cameroonian sounds funny when you are aware of all that. Add to this protestantism, Islam, catholicism and animism and you will obtain the most complex realities ever. If Cameroon is this complex imagine for the other countries ! 
The reason why I find Pieter Hugo interesting is because not only he knows how to individuate these societies because of his wonderful pictures but he also opens our mind about them thanks to his insightful writing. They say a photograph speaks by itself but if you don't know a thing about what you are seeing, you will certainly be moved if the picture is gorgeous but you won't learn anything. 




I chose this photograph from the serie "The Hyena & Other Men" because it depicts a society which I don't know : the Gadawan Kura or Hyena handlers/guides. This scene takes place in Abuja, Nigeria, a country I don't know though it shares borders with Cameroon. In my country it is really rare to see people with animals at home or by the street and even less with a hyena ! So seeing this picture I just found it extraordinary. Not only in Disney's The King Lion hyenas are bad animals but also in the african culture in general. Usually they always have the role of the most vicious and bad one in fairy tales and I guess that they are still considered as such today knowing they are often shot for no particular reason by hunters. So I find this photograph very special because of this little baby girl tenderly sitted on the back of this hyena as if it was the cutest dog ever. Her gentle glance totally contrasts with the ferocious jaw its handler is making obvious. As soon as I saw this scene, I immediately thought that the knowledge of the Gadawan Kura was ancestral and that they certainly have some potions and prayers to prevent them from being bitten by the hyenas, I was also able to figure out that these men were some kind of travelling minstrels that were outcasts in Nigeria. 
The danger of having an oral culture is that History can be forgotten but the magic of it is that sometimes, just like in the case of the Gadawan Kura, it goes through time. I would probably be terrified if I were to meet them in person but still I would find them fascinating because in my eyes they embody the relationship between men and animals. I really advise you to pay a visit to Pieter Hugo's site and especially to this serie because you will see different facets of this relationship I am telling you about. Last thing, READ the texts accompanying the series, you won't be disappointed !


If you went to Pieter Hugo's site, don't hesitate to comment here or send me an email to tell me what was your favourite serie and why. I am very curious about your vision !
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Wednesday, May 22, 2013

Le Petit Salon #1 : What photography taught me about appeal and appearance

As promised here is the first post of my new section dedicated to femininity. I decided to open it because I love being a woman but at the same time I can say that I am still in search of my own femininity. For me we are not born women but we learn becoming it. I hope this section will be a place where each of you can also tell me about your own experiences so that we can dialogue and maybe help eachother growing as women. As for the name of the section I decided to call it "Le Petit Salon" to tribute the litterary and philosophical salons of the XVIIth and XVIIIth centuries that favoured the developing of the Enlightment. Some of them being organized by witty and intelligent women I couldn't think of a better name for a section dedicated to femininity. I will publish in this section on Wednesday but only when I feel it.


On a previous post, I told you how much being a model influenced the perception I have of my own femininityBefore I start modelling I was conscious I was a girl. You know that I had the XX chromosomes differentiating me from my male fellows because of my vagina and my chest. All this to say that I definitely knew about my gender but I didn't have a clue about what being a woman meant.
It was definitely photography that made me start my journey towards my femininity, therefore the following picture :


Photographer : Philippe Chénau

This photograph is part of my very first shooting. I was 20 or 21 at that time, so quite late to start wondering about myself as a woman I guess. While I think this, my opinion also goes towards the thought that it wasn't that late. When the photographer showed me the picture I was totally surprised by myself because I have no clue that I could actually look like that. It was the first time I found myself appealing. Though this thought of mine certainly has to do with a part of me being narcissistic (seriously who isn't ?) I believe when a woman finds herself appealing it is a strength. If you know you are appealing you will start getting more confident and feel more comfortable. To me it is not a matter of seducing others but definitely learning to see positivity in myself and feel more secure. And photography really helped me in that way.
But I must confess that at the beginning it was really hard for me not becoming a total narcissist. Hey ! when people find you are worth being photographed I can assure you that your ego can be comparable to the one of a certain Kanye West. I figured out it happened only when what I considered in my pictures was my appearance. Once I started asking myself if I really wanted to do a shooting, if it was necessery for me posing nude (and if it was the case which type of nude I would do), about what people will think seeing these pictures (because here opinion DOES count) or what kind of woman I wanted to embody, then and only then my narcissim would disappear. To me the simple fact of asking yourself if something is good or wrong for you means maturing. In this case in particular it meant I was growing up both as a model AND a woman. 

When asked why I started modelling, I often answer that it was to become more confident, have a better vision of myself. See, when I first saw the picture on the top, I said I found myself appealing NOT beautiful. At that time I certainly linked my appeal to my appearance, I mean I did thought I was freakin' beautiful ! But thinking of it now, I believe that I wasn't able to gather my thoughts correctly so that I could define exactly my actual feelings. Nonetheless using the adjective "appealing" instead of "beautiful" meant I had a hint that I was seeing more than my appearance in this photograph. I perceived that in this particular picture (because seriously there are pictures in which my appeal is inexistent)  I had something that made me special, you know this je ne sais quoi. See, I don't believe that having some appeal, charm or glamour, call  it whatever you think it is, does necessarly have to do with beauty. Today fashion magazines and the society want us to believe that beauty and glamour go hand in hand. Indeed how many times do you hear during the Festival of Cannes that an actress is glamorous to point out that she is beautifully dressed ? To illustrate my thought here is an example, I don't find Lou Doillon  beautiful but she definitely has that something special making her appealing in my eyes and yet I can't seem to put it in words, she doesn't have to wear a designer gown and being at Cannes for me to find her glamorous.




All this to say that my modelling helped me shifting my concentration on my appearance towards what made me special, my appeal. This is my own experience but let me ask you : do you think that to be able to see our own appeal, us, women have first to focus on our appearance ?

Editor's note : Writing this article was like hell to me, being in labour (though I never experienced it yet..) so if you find it confused, unclear let me know. I am well aware that opening this new section with such a subject is tough that is why I want to have your opinion about it so that I can improve it.
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Monday, May 20, 2013

A new beginning for Moodstyle Monday


Thanks to my dear friend Swati, blogger of The Creative Bent (which you MUST read, I mean this girl is saving my sanity, I am learning so much things reading her blog), I decided to put some more effort doing my outfit posts. See, the blogging community is definitely an extraordinary one. Swati send me a kind message pointing out that she found that my outfit posts should be more polished and gave me some advices to make them better. Truth is taking pictures of what I am wearing is something I don't appreciate as much as writing my WYSIWYG Wednesday and Shoot That Thursday posts. The consequence of such a preference led me to pay less and less attention to Moodstyle Monday by not taking care of my pictures (as if having a low quality camera wasn't enough..). Hence some crappy pictures in this section, so pardon me for that.
Swati's message made me reflect and I went through my older outfit posts to find a connecting thread that would made Moodstyle Monday entertaining both for you and me. Because if it's a pain in the neck for me doing a post, I suppose you'll find no fun in reading it. So what is that connecting thread ? Bologna and my touristic guide background. I indeed noticed that I enjoyed the most the outfit posts I wrote while showing you Bologna, that is why I decided that from now on I'll bring you with me for a tour* in the town while sporting my favourite outfits.

Now that you know the new direction Moodstyle Monday will be taking, let me introduce you to the Chiesa della Santa or Chiesa Corpus Domini.


I was going back home with Mariagiovanna (my adorable flatmate who takes all my pictures) when we saw this magnificent façade. Both of us fell in love with it and decided that it would be the perfect background for a little shooting.


I pointed out to Mary how rare it was to see in Bologna such a refined front. Last week I showed you the Basilica of San Domenico which façade is not as polished as the one you have on these pictures. Indeed if you happen to visit Bologna from the outside some religious buildings really look simple, you actually have to go inside to see the artistic exuberance characteristic of the Renaissance (Bologna is a town that knew a great expansion in the end of the XIVth century which corresponds to the period of the Renaissance).


When I first saw Bologna it made me think of the typical medieval town but when visiting its monuments and seeing how they were decorated I understood that it was both a town belonging to the Middle Ages and Renaissance eras. The façade of the Chiesa della Santa really caught my attention because of the delicate work  done on it. It reminded me of what I saw in Florence, and this should not have surprised me since the architects of Chiesa della Santa are from Tuscany, the cradle of Renaissance.

Being in front of such a building made me feel like a lilliputian, see by yourself :


This outfit is all courtesy of Mary. I asked her to be my personal stylist using whatever she wanted in my wardrobe. And here is the result.


A hat, she wanted me to put a hat on. I bought this one 2 years ago during the Vintage Market of Verona. I never knew how to style it but Mary did. 




But eventhough I do like that hat on my head, what I love the most is my hair that is why I couldn't help but taking it off.



If you are wondering about the shirt, it's vintage and is a memory of my highschool time when I was always wearing it. Because of it my friends would call me Louis XIV because of the jabot. Personally I thought Mary had a brilliant idea pairing it with my my napoleonic military style jacket.

What do you think about the new direction Moodstyle Monday is taking ? Do you like Mary as my personal stylist ?
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Sunday, May 19, 2013

Links à la mode : The IFB Weekly Roundup

I know I suddenly disappeared ultimately while I promised a certain post last Wednesday and I am so sorry about that because I know some of you were expecting it ! But don't worry the week that will begin you will read it ! Unexpected things happen in life and this is the reason why I couldn't post like I said. I felt and still feel bad about it because if you know Incognito, you know that I like posting the day I say it.

This said, I am so grateful (again) to IFB for featuring my post about jumping into the blogging community because I consider it as important as the one I wrote about my hair. Since I started blogging I met the best friends ever. Eventhough some of them are miles away from me, they have an important place in my heart and meeting them in real life is one of my wish. And I just want every blogger to experience this feeling of community, friendship and support.

Feel free to discover other cool bloggers by clicking on the links below !

Links a la Mode May 15

Slipping Into Summer

Are you counting down the days until summer? Heaven knows I am! With all the wonderful things you have time to do, when the heatwaves roll in, you know like going wine tasting, going on vacation, catching up on summer reading, wearing light and flowy dresses... Heck, even catching up on DIY projects! It's all possible when the days are longer! This week's roundup slips into summer, it's a wonderfully mixed bag of all the things you'll need for the summer, the pinafore dress trend, ironic style, pastels! So kick back, relax, and read on.

Links à la Mode: May 16th

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Monday, May 13, 2013

At the Basilica San Domenico

It's been a REALLY long time since I made an outfit post outside home. Why ? Certainly because outfit posts are not my favourite and the idea of looking for beautiful places just to snap pictures of me, myself and my clothing is a lot of hassle for me. But since I didn't conceive Incognito without showing you who I am, I decided to go out and be snapped !


On a previous outfit post I showed you how an unfinished church looks like since I had never witnessed such a thing in France. I adore visiting monasteries and churches. Actually some years ago when I started university I was totally engrossed studying everything related to The Crusades and the role of the Church in it. I guess my reading on the subject brought me to pay more attention to the religious buildings I visited in an odd way by being interested in the most insignificant things about them. 

Everyday I pass in front of the Basilica of San Domenico, one of the most famous churches of Bologna, which is sheltering the grave of the founder of the Dominican Order, Dominic de Guzman. Basilicas in France are made grand, imposing, I mean it is impossible not to notice them. In Bologna, sincerely when I first saw Basilica of San Domenico I just thought "oh here is another church"* because from the outside the facade does look very simple.

A general view of Basilica San Domenico. Picture found on Google

The basilica is not only a place for the pilgrims to pray but it is also a place for the monks to live. Remember I said earlier that I tend to be interested in the most insignificant things in a church right ? Well, here what interested me was the basilica as a home for the monks, because it IS their home since they are living in it. When you see Basilica San Domenico from the front like the picture above you indeed see that it is a religious building BUT when looking at its back you realize its human dimension. Hence my decision to be shot at the back of it.






Now picture myself in this pittoresque scenery (minus the graffiti obviously) :



Other than monasteries and churches I have a huge interest in military clothing which is NOT camo. 


Indeed, I prefer much more sporting the napoleonic military style therefore the jacket.


Now witness the transition to a more preppy style. 
As for the shoes I am just showcasing my  Charlie Chaplin side (read : I sincerely like wearing worn out shoes, I feel so edgy wearing worn out shoes) 



What are the things striking your attention when visiting a monument ?
And my outfit how do you find it ?



ps * : I am likely to have a biased point of view because of my living in Italy and studies. If you have a different opinion feel free to tell me !
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Friday, May 10, 2013

Flume - Holdin' On





BAM ! Flume hits hard with the official video of Holdin’ On. This guy is a super star.

 Rediscover his album: http://bit.ly/YOFIFj 
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